What Now ??!

She looks up at me with those trusting eyes.

And i think; Can it be true?
Could this precious person
who was placed in my care,
be injured that severely without my knowledge?

There must have been some part of me that knew,
or at least questioned.
Why did i ignore it?
Oh G0d!  How could it go un-noticed?

i know; i’m told “Don’t blame yourself”.
But I’m not completely innocent;
she was in my care. I should have noticed !
i should have …  … but i didn’t.

i just have to do the best i can
… now.
Written 1990 Jun 17.  Illustration by daughter Charlene.

-Wrote this when my name was still “Belinda”
(aka Truthful Kindness after name-change)

… and the same day, i wrote “Not MY Daughter !!!” >> https://truthfulkindness.com/bnp/part-2/2e/not-my-daughter/


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