Tru here with great frustration;

I did it again.

Messed things up because i did not thoroughly understand the fine print.

.

Started this entry four months ago, with only the note
“holes in our ability to connect cause and effect”.

Forget what triggered that short note.  In this case i did not think thru to the possible result of my action.

In this case, i could not thoroghly understand what was written, but assumed that i understood motives of writer enough that it did not matter.

frustration … at MYSELF.

I am the one at fault.

at one time i was the one responsible for reviewing the fine print of contracts for a hazardous waste facility.
at another i was secretary to an attorney.
at one point i certainly had the ability to understand this simple document.

but even now i certainly know enough to WAIT until someone who has intact brain function can review document.

But i was excited and in a hurry.  I did not think thru to results of my action.

uggggh!!!

There is a reason my name is no longer on the checkbook or bank accounts (except for one credit card which we keep a low limit for).
I (yes me) … I asked for those conditions because i recognized the financial dangers.

Now i messed up … again .

Okay … BREATHE … i tried a nap (with no success), but must pick myself up and … go outside and do some dog training, work on Family History … do SOMETHING on a different topic for a while.  Everyone is defferent, for some folks eating might be soothing.  A hot drink might be a good place for me to start.

hmmm  ((smile))  even tho i have so many other things that NEED done, might be good time for my music … or a craft … or a long soak in the tub might be good.

But first, exercise and work out some of this energy from frustration, LOL .

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