I do all the best practices but I cannot sleep.
Just because you didn’t see it doesn’t mean it didn’t happen. Because it DID happen … I saw it !
Reality has rotated; “Consensus” reality (recognized by other persons in my everyday environment) has stepped back and feels more distant — displaced somehow by vivid, ultra-realistic dream reality. … My night-time life is scary but rewarding … and exhausting. My life is very exhausting.